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Nov. 23rd, 2004 @ 12:31 pm
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Im so mad at the moment. Im mad at myself. I made a bone-headed choice the s'morn. I was out skating, sucking more then usual. I got alittle pissed and kicked my board. I knew my board was really weak cuz I've been skating it for almost 5 months. Well I guess I just kicked it alittle to hard cuz I snapped that shit in half. It was my last good board too. Now I got to skate this peice of shit board thats like 2 or 3 inches small then I usually skate till i get a new board. And for me to get a new board, I'll have to get a job. SHIT! Well I guess I can't put off getting a job any longer. Plus I need money for car insurence. Thats rite bitches, I got a car. Well I guess when ever I go out for now on I got to keep an eye out for places that are hiring. If any of my great readers out there know of any places that are hiring, please tell me. Ok well Im out, Later!! |
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Aug. 13th, 2004 @ 02:20 pm
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This past week has been hell for me. Monday was ok I guess, I dont even remember what I did that day. Tues was my 17th b-day. It completely sucked. Wednesday my mom went to get surgery to have her gallbladder taken out. They ended up ripping her muscle. She had internal bleeding that was pretty bad. She was kept in the ICU(intensive cave unit).I felt horrible cause I didn't really say buy to her before she left and then all this shit happened. I went up to see her when she got done surgery. She was really out of it and in alot of pain. I was talking to her rite before I left and I ended up crying cuase I felt so helpless and I was worried about her health. I got like 2 and a half hours of sleep that night. Thursday I went out for a 2 and a half hour walk to clear my head. After I got home I went to go see my mom. She's still in the ICU. I was there for almost 4 hours. I colored when I got, then I watched LOTR: Return Of The King. I talked to Brie on the phone while watching it. Im really greatful to have a friend as good as her. She got my mind off my mom for awhile, she listened to me when I need a friend the most. Well after I got done the LOTR, I watched Blade 2. I went to bed around 4. Today I woke up round 8:30, I think. Krit gave me my Bday present like 10 minutes after waking up. O yea, my mom finally got out of the ICU today and now in a regular room. She's coming home either saturday or sunday. I think im going to get a new board tonight when I go to the mall, I really need a new one. Well Im done for now and HAPPY FRIDAY THE 13 BITCHES. How the fuck i feel:  calm Wht the fuck im listening to: Hey MaMa~ Black Eyed Peas |
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Aug. 10th, 2004 @ 06:11 pm
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Ok lets talk about today. It sucked, but for once it wasnt caused by people, but by food. I must of ate something bad yesterday cuz i was throwing up most of today. It sucked, but i bet tomorrow is going to end up sucking more, but for other reasons. Well at least my weekend wasent that bad. Friday I went to the Warped tour. Itr was alot of fun but I ended up getting pretty mested up. Saturday I just reasted up and slept. Sunday I went to my dads. I went fishing. I so beasted him for once. I cought 5 fish. 2 catfish, a sucker, a sunny, and an eel. The eel put up the best fight. O yea, I got me a new ring tone today for my new phone I got last week. Well Im done......Later. How the fuck i feel: weird Wht the fuck im listening to: Taking back sunday~A Decade Under The Influence |
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Hello there, long time no see. How has life been treating you? Well mines been really intresting lately. Lets start with this past friday. I went to the mall with John and Bryan. I ended up seeing the imbread and the Mexican there. Those to are such failures. After the mall Bry, John, and me went back to John's house. We started to watch Fast Times, but ended going out walking like 20 minutes into the movie. When we went back to John's house we were locked out. I found it extremely funny, John didn't. After that Bryan gave me a ride home and I went to sleep. Saturday, let me think about what I did. O yea I remember now, I slept and just watched tv all day. Sunday, I tried winning warped tour tickets from y100, didn't work. I also went over my friend Dan's house for alittle. His mom made me eggs like usual. We just sat around watching movies and playing games. Now on Monday I skated alittle then headed to the mall. I was supposed to meet Ash there. I ran into John and Bryan there so I hung with them for like a 1/2 an hour, they left so i started to look for Ash. I couldnt find her so I went home after bout 40 minutes of looking. After Dinner, Brielee came over : ) That made my day. We just ended up watching Butterfly Effect and I ended up crying at the end of it, dont ask. It was nice being able to see her cuz I haven't seen her in like 3 weeks, I think. Now tuesday I just hung with Nick til he had to go to foot ball practice. After I got home I just played some games, mostly Resident Evil 2. Now its today, I didnt do anything really ntresting today. I went and got an application from 5below and went to some places with my mom. Now im just sitting here, Bored out of my mind and yea. Well im done for now and remember everyone, WARPED TOUR Friday BITCHES. See y'all there. I M NOW DONE.
Im in a great mood rite now cause im thinking of her. = )
Aug. 4th, 2004 @ 08:40 pm
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My life sucks, its offical. Today I did nothing fun. I was depressed so I slept alittle and cleaned my room. I found out that cleaning and sleeping takes my mind off of shit so I dont hurt myself in anyway. So i've been sleeping like 12 hours aday and when im up I clean. This been going on for like 2 weeks now, ever since ash left. I dont do much anymore, constantly being let down by my friends. I was going to go to the mall today to hang with BG and Santa, but I got really depressed so I started to clean and never made it up there. I wounder if anyone would care if I killed myself tonight? Well, I get my teeth out on Aug 17, cant wait. Well Im done, LATER
Jul. 29th, 2004 @ 09:32 pm
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O yes, another boring day for me. Actually it was a boring weekend. It all started Friday, I had to go to my cuz's bday party. He just turned 8 and it was a party full of little brats. The only reason I went is that I told my aunt about a month ago that I would help out for his party. I ended up with the biggest head ache. When I got home from it I slept instead of going out. Then Saturday I couldnt get ahold of anyone so I ended up going to my dads. I ended up hanging out with Justin, meg, Mrs. Pac-Man, and others. I ended up staying over my dads that night. I ended up staying up till 4 and then sleeping till 8. Sunday or today as some might refer to it as was boing too. I was forced to go to my aunt Lilly's for my cuz's graduation party. My younger cousins pissed me the fuck off, I wanted to kill them all. Well on the way home from her house, my dad got me so0o0o nervous about getting my teeth out. He was telling me all this shit and I was already scared about getting it done, but now Im like a nervous wreck. I MUST go out tomorrow cuz I'll probably not want to go out the rest of the week. I really hope one of my great friends will actually be willing to hang out with me. Well Im now done, so I bid you all farewell. Drive safely please.
Jul. 25th, 2004 @ 09:50 pm
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Varial Flips, I got them down now. It took me a whole 1/2 hour to learn. Next step is the tre flip a.k.a. 360 flip.
Yea, lifes boring like usual. I sorta got dicked over today, again. I was supposed to go see spiderman 2 with danielle, but she went bowling instead. I would of went bowling, but I hurt my wrist earlier skating so I didn't go. Now I got nothing to do now, no one seems to piv\ck up their cells. Whats the point of having a cell if your not going to answer it when someone calls?
Well I guess Im going to stop writing now cuase its pointless to type about whats been going on in my life and what I've been doing cuz no one reads this. Why do I even bother with it anymore? Well Im out, later.
Jul. 21st, 2004 @ 03:22 pm
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Sometimes I really hate my family. Rite now is one of those times. Its like 7:30 in themorning and Im up, WTF! They all had to be up early today, good for them, but what gives them the rite to wake my ass up? Im really pissed about this bullshit. Well I guess I'll just tell y'all about my week. !st things 1st, Ash left for Flordia last night and I already miss her. : ( The last 4 days, I think, all I've done is sit in my room watching movies and playing games. I have such an eventful life, don't I? VH1 has just starting airing I Love The 90's. Its not as good as I love the 80's or Strikes Back but its better then that damn I Love The 70's shit. The only real good part about it is that it has Jay and Silent Bob on it renaming that year's favorite show. Those 2 kick major monkey ass, rite Boo Boo Kitty Fuck?
So yea, I haven't really been a good friend lately. I dont really know why, but last few days when people call me I just don't answer the phone. Its a fucked up thing to do, but I just really haven't been really acting the same, ever since I got back from Canada. I wounder if any of my friends have noticed? O yea, last night I was out side playing with my sword cutting up Herman. Herman was this watermelon that I put in my fridge almost 2 months ago and surprise surprise it wasn't rotting yet, it was actually still good.
Theres been something thats been eating at me lately, I really need to get it off my chest. All I really got to do is tell this one person about it, but the person means the world to me and Im afraid that she'll hate me for it. What a problem. Next time I see her, Im spilling the beans. I know that she'll forgive me for it cuz thats what friends are for but Im also scared she wont forgive me cuz its something that Im really having a hard time forgiving myself.
26 more fucking days. I can't fucking wait. I'll be able to drive fuck yeah, o yea I'll also be 17 but thats not important. O yea, 2 words....... Toga Party. Everyone loves togas and everyone loves partys. Why don't we just combine the 2 and have a grand time.
O yea today is John's (aka Santa) Bday. Everyone give him a call ahd wish him a good one. 856 663 4789.........You call this fucking number and you wish him a happy bday or I'll show you my misshapened, discolored, and really small penis. We all know that you don't want to see it or do you?
Well im done for awhile, I mean its really pointless updating this all the fucking time and like no one reads it so yea. Later.
Jul. 15th, 2004 @ 07:29 am
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Jul. 13th, 2004 @ 12:08 am
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Today sucked, like a real lot. It rained all fucking day. Couldn't skate at all. None of my friends didn't want to go out. There was nothing to fucking do. I just sat around online and playing video games all day. I also slept alittle. For some strange reason I got really upset today, I felt like I didn't deserve to live, that there is point for me to be her. That all I do is cause others pain, never doing anything good for others. So, feeling like shit I went for a walk in the pouring rain. It was really wet and really cold. I walked around for an hour or so. My shirt was complete lee see through, my pants we stuck to my body. I was really really wet. Well when I got home, I was greeted with Don fucking yelling at me about my friends calling . What a dickhead. Well the day is now like over. O yea, Ash leaves in like 2 days, Im going to miss her alot when shes gone. Shes my best friend at the moment and I dont really know who Im going to talk to while shes away. Well I really don't know where my life is going, all I know is that I want YOU in it, you know who you are. I think, no wait I know that Im in love with you. Im all numb when your around,full of happiness even though it might not show it's there. When your gone I feel imcomplete, like there's a huge hole in my heart. It's a spot thats ment only for you, it will always be there waiting for you, please dont forget that. Well Im done typing about my pittiful life. Sorry that I put you all through this, I really am. Well Goodnight.
Jul. 12th, 2004 @ 09:09 pm
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The last few days have been fun, I've actually been doing shit with people. Well, Wednesday I hung out with Brie and Ash which I already wrote about. Well Thursday I slept the afternoon away. I was supposed to go see sugarcult but that got fucked uo cuz my ride called me but i was sleeping so he went without me, that fucker. Well I ended up going to the Cherry hill mall with nick after i found out my ride dicked me over. It was fun there, I saw Steph and my cuz had these 3 really ugly girls following us around........it was creepy. Well after the mall we came back to my house, went swimming at like 1ish and he ended up sleeping over. Then Friday came, I just sorta hung with nick around my house, we played video games and went swimming. Around 6ish me and him went to the Moorstown mall to hang with my homies. For those who dont know who my homies are, they be Brielle <3, Ashlee, Dave, and John. Well, when i got there i discovered that Brie was in a wheelchair, she looked so0o0o damn cute. But she always looks cute to me. Well we went shopping alittle, I got this kool "I Love David" sweatband and i got Brie a piggy charm. I love piggies, there so damn cute. Well, nick didnt feel like hanging with us so he called up his friend Ryan and went to hang wit him. Well, I got to push Brie around which was fun cept i kept hurting her, sorry Brie i didnt mean to hit your foot, im really really sorry that i caused u pain, thats the one thing in the world i never want to do to you. Well we just did our usual shit after Brie was done shopping. Me and Dave fucked around alittle with spitting food and shit. Well after i got home, nick went hame and i talked to ash for awhile. Well Saturday I went to a family bbq, it sucked alot. After that was over, Ash came over. We went swimming and watched A Guy Thing. She didnt end up leaving till late. Well now it sunday, I didnt end up doing a thing, all day. All I did all day was slept and watched alittle tv.
Ok, now it time for some random shit.Has anyone seen the "Growing On Me" video by The Darkness. Its such a funny video.
"Steven"
Goodbye! Goodbye Goodbye
November 10th, a cold dark night
You could feel that something wasn't right.
That night many hearts did cry
When we learned we had to say goodbye.
All embraced under one common song
the body is dead but life lives on.
All embraced under one common song
the body is dead but life lives on.
Good-bye Steven. Good-bye you friend.
You were so young. You were so young.
Good-bye Steven. Good-bye you friend.
You were so young.
The Cars lined the streets, as it was coming to an end.
The sun shined so brightly the day we buried our friend.
All embraced under one common song
the body is dead but life lives on.
All embraced under one common song
the body is dead but life lives on.
Good-bye Steven. Good-bye you friend.
You were so young. You were so young.
Good-bye Steven. Good-bye you friend.
You were so young. You were so young.
Losing in the fall, lost innocence came down
An 18 year old boy was buried in the ground.
A family's broken hearts, a friend's streaming tears.
The light lost in death, the living's growing fears.
Of Eternal darkness or is it spiritual light
To come with terms with death on the darkest night.
A brother lost a brother, a friend lost a friend,
a mother lost a son but Steven's soul will never end.
You were so young
Good-bye
A brother lost a brother, a friend lost a friend,
a mother lost a son but Steven's soul will never end.
Jul. 11th, 2004 @ 05:50 pm
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You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.
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Jul. 8th, 2004 @ 08:36 am
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So, yea. Brie and Ash came over yesterday. We went swimming and played this really strange game that I swear ash just pulled out of her ass. It was strange and envolved alot of swimming. After we got out the pool, I don't really remember what we did. All I know is that I got to make them pizza cuz they were hungry and that was pretty much all we had to eat cuz my house is bare when it comes to food. After we got done that, we went and chilled in my room. They went through every thing, well almost everything thank god. Well then Brandi came in the room for a hand check and started screaming like a five year old. You know the high pitch, glass breaking kind of scream, the type where you want to take a baseball bat and bash their face in. After giving me one of the worst headaches i've ever had she left. I feel bad for brie, sorry brie bout that, if she does it again, just smack her in the face. After we regained our hearing, Brie played vice city while asslee did who knows wht and i just sorta curled up into a ball and started to fall asleep. Ash wrote on my foot and i dont have a clue wht it written there. Well after that we talked and then they left. I felt bad cuz i didnt really say bye and that was really rude of me. sorry Ash, sorry Brie for my rudeness. I ended up calling Brie up bout 10 minutes after they left, we talked for like abit. After i got off the fone with her, i tried to go to sleep but couldnt. Is it possible to be so0o0o tired that your unable to sleep? Well I tried all nigh but nothing happened, so I sat up all night watching movies and playing vice city. Well its now morning and i feel rested for some reason. Well I'm done cuz theres nothing really to talk about, well there is, but i dont think any of you would like to read about it. Who the hell am I kidding, i said any of you, like theres more then one person that reads this. Actually i think I am going to keep typing just cuz i can. For some really strange reason I'm in a really good mood, I'm actually happy. Its strange cuz i havent really been happy in awile. Wow im really hungry rite now, even though i just ate 4 bowls of honey nut cheerios. O wow, im going to see sugarcult and phantom planet tonight. I got a ride, now i need to find some people to go with. Time for a random question: If both my kidneys failed and I need a kidney and you were able to give me one, would you? Well Yea, lately I've been loosing alot of friends over some really stupid shit. Like an argument over when a game comes out, who the fuck is actually willing to give up a friend over a stupid little thing like that, i mean its sorta stupid. It seems to be that the only real friends that i got to turn to is Ashlee, Brielle, Dave, John, Dan, Steph, and i dont really know who else. O yea, Ash, I hung up ur ass picture on my door. ;) Why the hell is there nothing but black people in rap videos? And they got the nerve to say that whites are racist, I think not. And no Im not racist, I was just watching the Jadakiss "why" video and i was listening to the lyrics and then looking at wht they show in the video and i was like "Whoa thats not cool, thats bullshit". O yea, Brie, the lyrics of that song last night were so0o0o true, weren't they. Wow, this is going to be like my longest entry, we should all celebrate by having sex with StEvE, come on it will be fun. This is such random shit I'm writing, but who cares. Ewwww, birth control and condoms,ewwwwwwwww krisy ewwwwwwwww. Holy shit y'all, i need me a job, like quick, really quick. O yea, Brie/Dave, if either of you guys see this call me, i got an idea and it doesnt involve me getting naked, ok well maybe it does, but thats besides the point. wow, there really isnt anything on in the early morning. Whole E shit, I want to go to six flags, whos with me?
I'll try to kiss you if you let me.
If i told you that i love you, would u laugh?
If i told you that I would give up everything for you, would you care?
If i could show you how much you mean to me, i would, but i cant but i can tell you how much you mean to me.
If i made you cry, would you tell?
I'll be here for you always, hope you'll always be there for me?
You're the only one for me, i really wish that I'm the only one for you.
I love you, its just that simple.
Jul. 8th, 2004 @ 06:39 am
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Fuck I cant sleep. Its been happening all week. I'll fall asleep like around 2:30 - 3 and then I'll wake up at like 7 or 8. I got alittle too much on my mind i guess. So much shit has happened to me since I got back from Canada and not all of it was bad. I really wish i had someone to talk to right now. Well I guess I'm going to stop now, I guess Im just going to go into my room and stair at the Y100 poster and hopefully I'll fall asleep. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK You All In The Butt!!! * Blows kisses while touching myself*
Jul. 2nd, 2004 @ 03:25 am
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Hello all, How are all of my readers doing. Hopefully you all are doing well. Wow, the last time I had contact with other humans other then the ones that live in my house was on sunday. It is now Thursday. Why the hell dont I go out?? Well the past few days have been well spent. All I've been doing is sitting around eating unhealthy food, watching countless amounts of movies to all hours of the night, playing vice city, and skating out front of my house. I've also been talking on the phone a decent amount to Brie. She seems to be the only one that calls me or that I call. I've been also working out while watch my movies. You better watch out for my GUNS. :) Ok, come to think of it, it's pretty sad that I'm almost 17 and i dont have a job or a permit or a great social life. Well I would have a job if my parents didnt make it so0o0o damn hard for me to want one. They always hand me money, my dad is getting me my 1st car and they tell me story about how much it sucks to work. Those bastards are the ones to blame when it comes to me not having much of an will to get a job. Well i think im done rambling about the last couple of days, I really wish that my life was alittle more interesting so that you readers would actually have something good to read about. Well im done for the day i think, Later Bitches. *waves and blows kisses*
Jul. 1st, 2004 @ 10:45 am
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S'up my NiggaS. Im back and im ready to hang out with the wang out. Well the last few days have been ablast. I havent been sad, i've actually been enjoying life. Well Saturday was boat loads of fun. I had Brie and ash come over to my crib. I got my ear pierced. Well after that we watched the Rocky Horror Picture Show. It was Brie's 1st time seeing it. We played on my trampoline and looked up at the stars as don lit off some fireworks. Then we all just went onto my deck. We all talked, Riley humped the living shit out of ash. It was funny. Well it was a really great night until ash's dad came to get her, he was being an ass. After she left, B brought Brie home, I was sad cuz such a great night had came to an end. Now it was Sunday, I had to help don out with making the new waterfall for our pond. That was some hard work, there was some really heavy rocks i had to lift. After awhile, Nick and Steve came by. We went swimming then messed around on the cool little bike thing. After they left, I talked to Brie for awhile. It was fun, I havent talked to her in a real long time. Now its monday, I had a dentist appointment today. I found out that i didnt have any cavities, but i have to get my 4 wisdom teeth pulled. Its going to really hurt, im scared. After that i went to a few places with my mom. We also went out to Friendlys. This was like the 1st time in like ever that i went out to eat with just my mom. It was great, i dont really get to do anything with my mom lately. Shes been having alot of medical shit happening to her, im really scared for her, i hope she's going to be alright. Well after i got home, i watched a few skate videos, talked to Brie and learned how to fakie frontside 360 and how to backside 180. Im so0o0o excited about it, im like a little kid at christmas. Well thats my last few days in a nut shell. Im out. Cya
Jun. 28th, 2004 @ 08:29 pm
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Im back from the cruise to Canada. It was fun, I got to see aside of my family that I didnt know they had. I hung out with my sisters alot, we went clubbing and got alot of coffee(well only I did, they got tea), we also talked alot of the time like we were Canadian. I met some cool people there too, they made my time enjoy-able. Look Marg, I put you into my livejournal. : ) You made it so i was able to met others, thanks. When i got home, i just slept the day away, nothing better todo. Then friday came along, i slept most of that day away til I went to the mall to see my friends. I think that it was a bad mistake. I ran into Dave, Brie, and Ash when i 1st got there. I called John and went to meet up with him and the others. He was with Eve, Bryan, Kyle, and 2 others that I didnt know. We all hung out, but then eve got alittle mad i guess and left me and John. Well we met up with everyone else and were chilling by the water thingie. I was feeling like shit bout wht happened and everyone wanted to know what was wrong. So i was like group theropy. I was starting to tell the events that happened on the boat and with my sister. Brie knew wht i was talking about before i even got it out, so0o i got really mad thinking that one of the two people i told to keep the secret told. So being my usual bad tempered self I stormed off like alittle baby. Ash came running after me, She told me that she didnt tell, so i belived her. The only thing going through my mind was that it was dave who told. I was bout to walk home, but my lazy ass only got half way through the parking lot before i staopped to sit under a light. Brie came out and talked to me, she told me that she just over herd the others talking and just put 2 and 2 together. I felt like an ass, a really big one. I got to learn how to keep my emotions in check. Well, me and Brie went to find ash cuz john and dave left her. She was really upset cuz she felt and it was all my fault. Me, Brie, and Ash all cried, all for different reasons. I was really upset, Ash and Brie tried to cheer me up. I feel so0o0o shitty right now, I wished that I never went to the mall last night. None of this would have happened if I would have just stayed home last night. Im sorry guys, sorry for all this shit.
Jun. 26th, 2004 @ 10:31 am
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